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What is this all about…πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ

Hello there,

It’s been about a month that we started to stay inside, social distancing is a must, they say. Normally, social distancing doesn’t bother me at all. However, I don’t know if it’s because someone else is telling me I have to do it, I kinda start to get depressed because of it.

In the beginning it was all about me staying inside, being happy cause I have more me time and no time in traffic and I can open my book as soon as I’m done work. It was more time spent with my family, enjoy the kids more, quality time. It was about taking a bath and don’t have to worry that I have to get out in traffic the next day as my office is in my livingroom for now. It was fun, and cozy, and calm. In the beginning…

The last few days I felt like something switched. No, I don’t want to go and socialize but it’s like my insecurities are starting to surface once again. It’s like I’m scared again to live, it’s like I’m losing myself once again. It’s like books don’t help as much anymore, and quality time with my family became a routine from each we all need a break. This is life now…

Will this be life from now on? Will we have to fear people when we are outside? Wait in a line outside to go into a store? Not be able to see our friends? Put our plans on hold or simply forget about them? Will we ever go back to just live? πŸ€·β€β™€οΈ

I wonder…that’s all…I don’t think I’m waiting for an answer…

But thanks for reading!

CB.

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I am a girl, a woman, a mother trying to enjoy life as much as I can. This is a personal blog with and about books, life, introverts and more. πŸ“–πŸ‘©β€πŸ’ΌπŸŒŸπŸ§šβ€β™€οΈ

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